aiks..

this is getting awkward..

walao

its like tearing my heart apart..

here it goes

our fren is now ATTACHED...congrats baby girl....
it is awkward when i imagine you holding hand with him...
hahaa...
but hey....u started...i'm proud of you....
i'm so happy for you...really...

few months ago you were touching him through the computer screen.,...
and now...he's yours....
i want to meet him.....and 'body check' him...
heheee....
no worries...i wont hurt him....
u be good girl and dont do wai wai thing to him ar...
not evryguy can take your craziness k??
i feel like a mother right now....
ishhh isshhhh....
be happy k???

love, JOANNE~~

I MISS YOU!!!!

my dear blog....
suddenly miss u bcause i got nothing to do right now...
waiting for my class to start><
i miss u ppl in aussie....
i miss u ppl who drown in the sea of assignments and examinations....
i miss u....islands and beaches....
i miss u...stick that has something smoky flowing around u....
i miss u....my 5 yr-old phone...

i'm boring....
will be very busy not long later....
still waiting for the time to come....
no longer alone anymore....:)

boring~~

waiting for 'the boss' pineapple mike...
alone in the lab...surfing evrything that i concerned about and even don care about....
since when i blog again....
just thought they know everything about me through facebook, msn or even more personal..twitter....
not much feeling i have here...
just thought someone could've not tell me things that i dont wanna know(don dare)...

been wondering since when i care about diet....
been wondering since when i care about healthy lifestyle....
mom was right....
depend on who are you doing this with....
ya 4 of u...
my motivation....

friday eating night...
saturday healthy day...
= like thats gonna work.,...
anyways...
its great that young people like us have this kinda thoughts...
keeping ourselves healthy and happy....
ya i'm happy,....
so pls don ruin our relationship....
appreciate me and...our relationship....
i love u all with all my hearts....
peace....xoxo

TNT

this saturday is gonna be a big day for the mah's family...
granny's going on 80 this year...
i will only wish that she's happy and healthy as always...
her smile..always melts mine and my sisters' hearts...
warm is the only word i can describe...
since this day means alot to us (my dad's part of the family, excluded his siblings, but including my aunt who is living with us)...
we wanted it to be the most remembering day in our life...
we planned and thought of alot of ideas to make that day works...
my dad especially...
he puts alot of efforts, time, heart as well as MONEY to this...
just to make it work...

and he was thinking of using this opportunity to fix the relationship between his brother and him...

BUT...
that mother fucker....
he has gone too far....
my dad's brother who we call him 'ah pek'.....
he fucking thinks that we owed him or something...
listen here fucker...
if it wasnt for my dad....
u'll be sleeping in a hut with 4 of ur useless sons...

i dont hate ur wife, in the other hand..
i pity her...she's quite a good lady...
i dont even know why she chose you in the first place...
you fat ass sucker...

i'm so sorry, readers...
i've been holding back but...
pls just let me spit it out...

my dad is trying to fix the problem and you mother fucker fat pervert is trying to fool him with ur stupid brainless unwanted trash talk...
fucker, why are you here in this world anyway...
i pay my respect as you are my elder and for not stepping on any of my hair....
but ignoring my dad?this is worse....

let me tell you something....
we will support daddy no matter what.....
we are living with him and so....
we can see what he's doing and what he has done for the mah's....
u???better watch ur kids....
i'm looking forward to see what will they become without my father...
no this is not a curse...
its just a mother fucking statement...
and thanks to you....
i will try my very very best to be wealthier than ur family...
wait and see...

madness,
joleng

back to school...~

final year....
those words make me feel...heavy and dizzy....
obviously is not gonna be a relax year for me....
just wish that i can smoothly pass everything....
theory....for me?yuks....
i only know practical...
like...presentation or project...
essay?fuck off...

anyways...
today was the 1st day of school...
cool...
2 hours class...nice
evryday 8 am....no kidding...
evryday....

went to the lake campus for a peek...
seriously...
no kidding.,...
looking forward to move there....
unfortunately...the communication students are the last batch to move...
way to go taylors...

those who are here for personal stuff...
sorry to dissapoint you...
no update...
ya.....LAME...

joleng