Tired of....

maybe i'm too free...nothing to do...

so....'ve been thinking a lot....

evry night before sleep....think...

evry morning after sleep...think....

nvr felt this way before...this is my 1st time...and hopefully will be the last....

tired of wondering...

tired of imagining....

tired of dreaming....

sooo dam stupid just to think about this...



've been thinking whether i should go on with some1 i'm not interested with...

or....keep wondering if he has the same feeling...

tired...but this kinda thing is outta my control....

if onli i control not thinking about him...

not have feeling for him...

if only we didn start....

and now i'm the only one who is suffering...

felt so defeated....
fuck that feeling...
u win...